tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67462437635841784292011-07-30T19:18:36.110-07:00BeL_Diahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10617191428078438478noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746243763584178429.post-48615851885353187612009-07-20T20:07:00.000-07:002009-07-20T20:28:28.075-07:00Time passes... I starting to have clear picture of where i am now...<br />It's not true that I never loved you.<br />It's a lie that I use to hurt you so that I dun make myself confuse...<br />I'm so sorry.. really sorry that I hurt your fragile heart which was once really strong and you're trying to shield it everytime i hurt you.<br />I dun wanna be a murderer...<br />I miss you badly...<br />as a friend or as an ex.<br />We went movies together, you treated me like a queen.<br />We shared things that we love.<br />We went trip together, we dance, laugh, watch GG, chat, perform, shopping all together.<br />U know what I love and what I dun.<br />U fulfill every demand I want and U never blame, never grumble.<br />U worked hard for our future, you planned, you sustain...<br />It's not your fault, it was mine.<br />Melacca, Ipoh, Time Square, Sg.Wang, Pavillion, all the places we have been left the traces of our steps...<br />Although it is tiring and frustrating of KTM, monorial or LRT but I'm always happy when I am with you...<br />Every morning you waited me in front of RC3 and give me warmest smile and hug. I will never forget the firm grip on my right hand...<br />The day before you got on the plane you wanted it to be perfect...<br />All the preparation you have done I have ruin it now...<br />I'm like a destroyer, a bully towards an innocent kid.<br />Why am I like being given a forgetting pill and starting to forger every single thing now...<br />Maybe because you are not around, and i starting to see things clear...<br />I like you, I know you, I miss you.<br />But I can't be with you.<br />You will always remain a special place in my heart.<br />I am waiting for the day you come back.<br />I hope you dun mad at me and all that i have done.<br />I sincerely apologize to you...<br />I have enough of the criticism and gossip around me.<br />This punishment is enough for me to handle..<br />I hope you have a new life there.<br />If forgetting me can make you feel better, I hope this will be my punishment.<br />Bon Voyage my love.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746243763584178429-4861585188535318761?l=chichibel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>BeL_Diahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10617191428078438478noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746243763584178429.post-57414557276816419802009-04-15T05:11:00.000-07:002009-04-15T05:16:46.839-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_K7uZW-YyIh8/SeXP9-H7QPI/AAAAAAAAF5U/sI_oIA7xUG8/s1600-h/cover+page.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_K7uZW-YyIh8/SeXP9-H7QPI/AAAAAAAAF5U/sI_oIA7xUG8/s200/cover+page.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5324890797990691058" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;">This will be my secret diary...<br />I have no idea what to write yet...<br />but what i know is that i cant live without my blog!<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:180%;" >Bloggie I love you~</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746243763584178429-5741455727681641980?l=chichibel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>BeL_Diahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10617191428078438478noreply@blogger.com0