Chi Chi is a Leopard Lady who loves purple color and a soft fries lover. She is family oriented and has a gorilla bf.Chichi cannot get hungry or else she will get noisy.Dance is her only exercise and blogging is her loife. She replace Teh C ice with H2O!
Time passes... I starting to have clear picture of where i am now... It's not true that I never loved you. It's a lie that I use to hurt you so that I dun make myself confuse... I'm so sorry.. really sorry that I hurt your fragile heart which was once really strong and you're trying to shield it everytime i hurt you. I dun wanna be a murderer... I miss you badly... as a friend or as an ex. We went movies together, you treated me like a queen. We shared things that we love. We went trip together, we dance, laugh, watch GG, chat, perform, shopping all together. U know what I love and what I dun. U fulfill every demand I want and U never blame, never grumble. U worked hard for our future, you planned, you sustain... It's not your fault, it was mine. Melacca, Ipoh, Time Square, Sg.Wang, Pavillion, all the places we have been left the traces of our steps... Although it is tiring and frustrating of KTM, monorial or LRT but I'm always happy when I am with you... Every morning you waited me in front of RC3 and give me warmest smile and hug. I will never forget the firm grip on my right hand... The day before you got on the plane you wanted it to be perfect... All the preparation you have done I have ruin it now... I'm like a destroyer, a bully towards an innocent kid. Why am I like being given a forgetting pill and starting to forger every single thing now... Maybe because you are not around, and i starting to see things clear... I like you, I know you, I miss you. But I can't be with you. You will always remain a special place in my heart. I am waiting for the day you come back. I hope you dun mad at me and all that i have done. I sincerely apologize to you... I have enough of the criticism and gossip around me. This punishment is enough for me to handle.. I hope you have a new life there. If forgetting me can make you feel better, I hope this will be my punishment. Bon Voyage my love.
